Certain emotions are deep-rooted! They won’t change! Rather, you are so adamant that you won’t let them change even when you know it’s long time to change. You act, smart, professional and modern. But deep within, you cling on to certain feelings that had struck you long back, for some reason! Reasons and seasons would have gone by, but you won’t let go! You still do that wonderful act of acting! Making others believe that you have changed!!!
Really?!!! Why?!!! What makes you feel you are right? What makes you feel someone else wronged? Have you ever thought that it could be their right, though it didn’t appeal to you? Why should you? How does it even matter?
Then, why do you even bother to act? Seriously, when people act and unknowingly spit out what they have deep within them, it doesn’t feel right! It shatters whatever emotions, respect, and trust you may have developed in the meantime.
Well, why should it still bother you? Why should even I bother? Too many questions? I am trying to find some answers!!! Will find them, someday, somewhere!!!!
I don’t act and hence, expect others not to, at least to me! I can handle real people, real emotions, and even hatred. But it’s difficult to handle people who fake emotions, words, and relations! I am not made for those!!!