How I wish I could embrace you!
How I wish I could spend time with you!
Years apart we were best of friends
I could never do without you!
I could never imagine a life without you
I could never think of a night without you!
I could never do without, those dreams we dreamt together!
But it all happened as life moved on
Change was inevitable and I embraced another love
Little did I know i would miss you so much
From the very beginning of my new found love
It was only a beginning as there were years to come
When I had to manage much without you
I still sneaked out, at times to be with you
To embrace the good old times we spent together
Then came a time I managed those times
More with you; those good old days!
But those times were short-lived too
As priorities changed again
I was in love all over again
And still I yearned my good old love
They told you were bad, they told i did wrong
But how could i do without you, even a single day?
Years went by, but this new found love remained dear
But i was still yearning for my good old love!
I still am, my first love, waiting endlessly to embrace you
If not always, at least often!
If not daily, at least weekly once.
I often ask myself, Why did I let you go?
Where did I miss you first?
My dearest Sleep, I miss you so much!